Did I mention I was in a very dark place when I wrote these? It seems I believed in God back then too. Read on.
Sometimes, in times of hardship
Hope can be seen flailing
Sometimes at every step
Life seems to be unforgiving
Sometimes its so hard,
That you want to shout out
Who put you through this mess
Want to scream, want to cry,
But all you manage, is just a sigh
When you are afraid,
And nothing is going right
Where everything you try
Fires right back at your face
When you lose all your confidence
And panic takes control
When the walls seem to be closing in,
And you are helpless to do anything
The darkness envelopes
Your body and soul
Like a blanket of black
Of nothingness so great
That there is absolute
Absolutely nothing
No silver lining
Just the plain dark
Just the four black-lined walls
That shroud me in darkness
Just the shadow of life
And the ghosts of hope
So true....
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